It's been a long day. Nick burried his dog lightning today she was put down yesterday. All day in the back of my head all I think about is how much I miss Precious. I know It's been two months. BUt I miss him so much. Last night I dreampt that he was beside my head. right where he should be. And I could have sworn I heard purring but When I lifted my head and opened my eyes, I was at nicks, not at home and the cats werent even in the room.
Some times at night When I close my eyes and I'm hugging goober or midnight I feel like preshy's there. Like he's happy. Like he's looking down on me and them and he's finally at peace. And I dont know it just makes me happy, and it makes me cry. I'm glad he doesnt hut any more. I'm glad he's no longer in pain. But I just wish I still had him. Now all I have are his memory. And that will have to be enough. Maybe God will Feel the way I do, and maybe he will save a spot for him when I get to heaven. Because without preshy my heart has a whole. and no one but he can fill it.
thats all for now.
Bonita
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